working my magic
finally. i have patched up non existent dimensions and opened new realms to worlds of another.
in short, i just relinked, or linked new peeps. enjoy....
cant sleep. not cant sleep.. not sleepy. 12.44, not sleepy
hmmm
feel like being in church. so can hang out with church peeps. clearly, i am missing camp...
ive been online frequently. talking to church peeps. now my mom thinks im addicted to a game or something. arhh
lol. paranoia. i blame the newspapers.
only show the negative things in the world. and/ or superficial things. my parents got frightened cause of that, explaining that that might be the reason i dislike school. lol
nothing like that. its just... i lost the motivation to study
studying in our intricate education systems. branching out , slowly blossoming into core trades. "poly or uni", or "what sec school u wanna go?? "
thats the first question yr cousins or relatives ask when u see them on a so called "important " year in your life.
how important issit in your life? wat value does it really hold?
issit important, cause it vitally affects what u might be in the near future? a laywer, or a road sweeper? thats the question that pops up every once in a while
or are u studying, cause yr parents say that u must? maybe just to use u as a trophy?
or to fill up that little hole that seems to be growing in yr heart as u grow older. to trade in a couple of years of mugging, with the few months of ardent glory, knowing that content will follow u all over, till the world forgets that yr psle score was top in yr level, or year. till someone from yr extended family rakes it up so as to pressure our younger relatives who hv already missed the chance to catch their favourite television shows just because PSLE is coming... and u better not do badly.
"but why? if i do badly, what happens?"
"then u dont get into a school of yr choice."
"i have a school of choice?"
seriously speaking, we were 12 for the sake of man!!
do u really want to let a 12 yr old determine his future?
its like giving a child dynamite.he might just blow it and ruin his life, or decide to go bomb a mine, and get rich in the process.
all while he's twleve, cause the young generation is really smart, u see, dont let it go to waste.
ok. thanks.
we are thrown into new environments at the age of 13, expecting to adjust to our problems, identity crisis, and changes, all while juggling 9 subjects, all at once.
and the media subjects computer games to being the bain of not wanting to go to school.
its only school, 9 subjects, putting up with teenagehood, relationships, changes..... he can handle it. not a sweat.
im pretty active in the morn. 1.47 am. just realised that i think too much at night, thus i cant sleep
hmm. just chatted with yilli online. boy, can one holiday transform a boy into a man. apparently, this dude can decide that he wants to do well in his studies, and drop what he loves most- basketball. hes studying now as i am typing.
i really found the most mature SA guy so far.
this post is really just a rant on how the bustle of life can bring u away from what life should really be like, and that friends, or friendships could just be lost because we didnt revise chapter 7 yet.
to me, studying is something, but not everything. i dont want to win the race and find that i didnt help 10 other friends lying hurt on the pavemnt.
and this isnt because i am really a com addict, or that im still sulking over my psle score.
God has a plan for me, i and i feel led to write this this morning. that maybe what youre working for, isnt what u should work for. im still trying to learn what god wants me to do in my life. but im not going to let the bustle in life turn me deaf from what i have to do. of course, ill study, but not because i want to get into some prestige school, but because when i do stuff, i do them for god.
ok... feeling tired now. c ya
time moves at a rapid rate
friends forgotten, new friends made
hols are boring. we all agree
its not really fun when ure too free
but its nice , cause the silence gives a chance
to hear and work on god's demands
quite worried about the demands of the coming year. but ill say a little prayer, and leap with faith ;P
off to bed!
in short, i just relinked, or linked new peeps. enjoy....
cant sleep. not cant sleep.. not sleepy. 12.44, not sleepy
hmmm
feel like being in church. so can hang out with church peeps. clearly, i am missing camp...
ive been online frequently. talking to church peeps. now my mom thinks im addicted to a game or something. arhh
lol. paranoia. i blame the newspapers.
only show the negative things in the world. and/ or superficial things. my parents got frightened cause of that, explaining that that might be the reason i dislike school. lol
nothing like that. its just... i lost the motivation to study
studying in our intricate education systems. branching out , slowly blossoming into core trades. "poly or uni", or "what sec school u wanna go?? "
thats the first question yr cousins or relatives ask when u see them on a so called "important " year in your life.
how important issit in your life? wat value does it really hold?
issit important, cause it vitally affects what u might be in the near future? a laywer, or a road sweeper? thats the question that pops up every once in a while
or are u studying, cause yr parents say that u must? maybe just to use u as a trophy?
or to fill up that little hole that seems to be growing in yr heart as u grow older. to trade in a couple of years of mugging, with the few months of ardent glory, knowing that content will follow u all over, till the world forgets that yr psle score was top in yr level, or year. till someone from yr extended family rakes it up so as to pressure our younger relatives who hv already missed the chance to catch their favourite television shows just because PSLE is coming... and u better not do badly.
"but why? if i do badly, what happens?"
"then u dont get into a school of yr choice."
"i have a school of choice?"
seriously speaking, we were 12 for the sake of man!!
do u really want to let a 12 yr old determine his future?
its like giving a child dynamite.he might just blow it and ruin his life, or decide to go bomb a mine, and get rich in the process.
all while he's twleve, cause the young generation is really smart, u see, dont let it go to waste.
ok. thanks.
we are thrown into new environments at the age of 13, expecting to adjust to our problems, identity crisis, and changes, all while juggling 9 subjects, all at once.
and the media subjects computer games to being the bain of not wanting to go to school.
its only school, 9 subjects, putting up with teenagehood, relationships, changes..... he can handle it. not a sweat.
im pretty active in the morn. 1.47 am. just realised that i think too much at night, thus i cant sleep
hmm. just chatted with yilli online. boy, can one holiday transform a boy into a man. apparently, this dude can decide that he wants to do well in his studies, and drop what he loves most- basketball. hes studying now as i am typing.
i really found the most mature SA guy so far.
this post is really just a rant on how the bustle of life can bring u away from what life should really be like, and that friends, or friendships could just be lost because we didnt revise chapter 7 yet.
to me, studying is something, but not everything. i dont want to win the race and find that i didnt help 10 other friends lying hurt on the pavemnt.
and this isnt because i am really a com addict, or that im still sulking over my psle score.
God has a plan for me, i and i feel led to write this this morning. that maybe what youre working for, isnt what u should work for. im still trying to learn what god wants me to do in my life. but im not going to let the bustle in life turn me deaf from what i have to do. of course, ill study, but not because i want to get into some prestige school, but because when i do stuff, i do them for god.
ok... feeling tired now. c ya
time moves at a rapid rate
friends forgotten, new friends made
hols are boring. we all agree
its not really fun when ure too free
but its nice , cause the silence gives a chance
to hear and work on god's demands
quite worried about the demands of the coming year. but ill say a little prayer, and leap with faith ;P
off to bed!
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